i'm like having my computer turned on for two times a day??
sighs.
"shen dian xia", you guys call me.
yet, here i am wasting electricity.
hehe.
mrs tan called me earlier.
asking me when was cheapeou's flight.
i went to help her ask flora.
haha.
cheapeou had already flown off today.
didn't make it in time to wish her bon voyage.
hmmm,
immediately called chen xin to ask her flight.
i wanna see her off.
but, why must she fix her flight at such an unearthly hour?
she told me not to see her off.
well,
i think i will just wake up early and send her an sms.
all of a sudden,
i feel....
4a'06
this bunch of us.
2 years.
yes, i may not be close to some of us.
but still,
2 years of time spent together.
i still feel something.
i don't know la.
ever since the 2nd night of our chalet,
when i saw moon cry.
i feel like.......
no, not crying.
but i just feel sore.
there may be quarrels.
we may not even be talking.
haha.
but at the end of the day,
we are still.
friends.
people who have spent some time of their life together.
i hope everyone feel the same....
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2:42 PM
Hmm, just finished reading a book...
2 guys confessed to a girl on the same day..
haha.
actually, after listening to the numerous love stories of the people around me,
i was thinking,
if i were the girl, i would take a longer time to consider?
well, i'm not playing-hard-to-get.
it's just that,
i do not want to hurt myself.
what for get into so many relationships,
and get depressed each time you break up with one of them?
i know, it's very selfish of me.
but i mean, sweet stuff do last long for teenagers?
haha. having said that, I feel that I'm
very mature =p.
all thanks to lin!
hmmm, waiting.
i feel that waiting is like a promise.
a promise that you will accept the person.
haha.
lalala.
the girl chose one of the guys in the end.
true enough, the other guy who was not chosen started distancing himself.
i mean like, platonic friendships still exist right?
why must the friendship be sacrificed just because of a failed
lovership?
perhaps, this is the guy's way of showing that he is giving his blessings.
but, the girl's gonna be sad, i'm sure.
hahahahaha.
after begging people to tell me their love stories,
these are all my deep insights after careful analysing.
well, next part of my entry.
i had the computer turned on for several hours nowadays.
so yesterday, decided to go to the park near my house for a walk.
haha.
so that my suspensory ligaments will slacken,
and that my lens will be less convex.
cause i kept looking at things that are faraway from me.
new facilities built.
a totally different park it has become.
haha.
brought me back memories of the past.
how the four of us always meet to play.
everyday.
without fail.
no matter what the weather was like.
haha.
it has been 4 years since we last met now.
everyone is busy with their own stuff....
hmmm, kids.
i envy kids.
play play play.
why is it that when you grow up,
everything changes?
yes, maybe i was one of those who initiated changes,
i'm the culprit.
but, there's no smoke without fire?
whatever it is,
i think,
God is like playing a prank on everyone, everything....
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2:49 AM
another entry of mine.
yup, so went school for the camp at around 4 plus. mr teoh said he was waiting for me. my god. i'm sorry man. so, yup, there were pizzas!!!! mr lee paid for half of it right? thanks so much! and the seniors all came! haha. except for lao gong cum nai ma and airpork president.
i really miss those good old times man. when the seniors were here. it's like, i do not need to exhibit any qualities of a good leader. there are always my senior to fall back on. yeah. all i needed to do was to play. i know i'm a lousy leader la. haha. i miss the days we train for the syf. i miss the times when we shed our tears. i miss the smell of the conference hall. the judges' faces. and the shock people's faces show when they learnt of our achievement. i miss year 2005 for guitar club.
well, anyway, before we left, there was a photo-taking session. the 3 presidents stood together. if only lao pa cum nai ma was here, it would be full house. haha. and ya, finally got to see my instructor! hehe. he came only for the food. hehe.
can guitar club survive? who to hand over the throne?
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1:37 PM
Yes. I'm back from my chalet! It was fun la. Moon actually broke down. After seeing her cry, I was like, hmmm, speechless, full of thoughts. Then, I just kept playing the
Hui You Na Me Yi Tian over and over again. Somehow, I just feel that this song brings me memories of our class....So, arghs. enough of my feelings. We can always meet up. I will book trips with you guys. Yep. We shall
NEVER lose contact with one another. =)
Day 1Went to get the lyrics from Mong Shui. And guess what he said?
"sorry sorry". Haha. Wah lao lor. Stupid Mong Shui!!! I'm dying to sing that song!! Haha. So, gonna meet again, I guess. What else did we do in the first day? I think there wasn't much things for the first day? Yup, we were playing XBOX there. Thanks Trendy!! Halo 2! I'm the best man!! Wahahahaha. I know what Keli is going to say. BHB. Yup, best among the lousiest. If I have won you, you are lousy.
Next was the BBQ. I ate a lot of raw food man. I breathed in quite a lot of carbon monoxide and soot. But others breathed in more. Yep.
After BBQ, we went ARCADE! I didn't get to play pool.I think playing pool is a symbol of young adulthood? Haha. I know kor will bring me there one of these days =). Yeah, back to the arcade, went straight for daytona. I got first! For the first time. Last! for the last time. After that, it was more Xbox for me. Well, some of us went to gamble.I wanna learn majong!
Slept for 3 hours with Elaine. =D
Day 2my back was aching when I woke up. got a lot of people to massage for me. since chen xin kept forcing us to wake up, i told her to massage. and guess how did she do it? she used her feet! haha! then keli helped me, then sin ying came also. hehe.
so, we went escape! 6 bucks! so, we went to have some fun. rainbow, haunted house, flipper and more. damian went with us too. after less than 20 minutes, he said, "i'm suffering from heat stroke. i'm dying." and off he went! haha! rich guy la. he didn't even play any of the rides! and ya, stupid elaine. promised to play wet and wild but didn't in the end. hehe. i feel brave. i am brave la. XD i didn't scream in any of the rides. wahaha. we made a pact actually. people who screamed got to grill food for us later. this pact was aimed at xu xian. however, in the end, because i kept suan-ing her, she held her breath. haha. sin ying was the loser. she screamed while playing the pirate ship. hehe.
then, it was bbq again. mrs tan brought us food. thank you! mr gek came with his wife as well. more games after that. wanted to try alcohol but since most of us have already gone, i don't think there's any fun. mucus kept telling me not to turn bad just because of the chalet. haha.
Day 31302 woke up early and left. we were woken up, shortly after. so, bye coasta sands!
haha. then i went school with sin ying. i went for my guitar camp. sin ying went for her teacher. saw mr teoh, and went to rock with him. hehe. he said, "tomorrow will be my last day. keep in touch." hehe. i think i will be performing with him on the 9th? i'm not sure. everything's not confirmed yet. well, anyway, i learnt the drums t
oday! cool!! hehe.
I got a video, of some of us. to anyone who wants it, tell me. i will upload it next time..
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8:15 AM
Well, now that the o's are over, I'm sick of blogging? No.. I won't grow out of this, I just know. So, some updates..Here goes..
Huat ge is leaving! LEAVING!! The sudden news rained on me like...hmmm, rocks lor? haha. Was damn shocked la. Mr Teoh was the one who broke the news to me. I kept pursuading him to stay and suddenly he said, "your teacher is leaving." And why does he want to leave? Because he doesn't stay anywhere near here. Diaos..Mr Lim! You have a car!! And you still owed me a lot of things! My marks, the stories.....Too much! How to settle all of these scores with you???? To add on, let me just attach a photo of him, just like what moon did =) haha. I secretly snapped quite a lot of huat ge's photos in class =x
Aiya. I went to delete most of his photos. SHIT! Well, yup, huat ge! You will be remembered!
Besides Mr Lim, some other chers are leaving too. So next year, when we come to collect our results, there will be a whole new lot of unfamiliar faces....Changes...But that's life eh? You go, you get missed. For a short little while. And ta-da..Everything's back to normal. You will get replaced eventually...
I do not like life. But I have to go through it..Well, well, well...
Next part of my entry, has totally got nothing to do with what is above. Just some random thoughts. So....
So, occasionally while I was talking to the loose bra gang, they would invite their friends along. And the whole bunch of them will go on chatting, using english words I do not even know. I feel stupid la. Nonetheless, bra will always explain to me patiently, giving me examples to make me understand better. Thank you bra!
Well, it just dawned on me that..My guy next time..cannot come from an english-speaking family. a major miscommunication will bound to happen. =( my english, my singlish.. why didn't i work harder last time?
Stupid entry la, but that's only because I'm bored, nothing to do...I wanna blog, but there's nothing to blog! Anyway, Lin's going back real soon. I miss talking to her, all about this. What guys we prefer and stuff. Haha. Stupid la. But we love to talk =) Yes, Lin, all the best to you! We can still talk regularly!
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4:07 AM
oday! cool!! hehe. 
