hahahahahha!whoa.i took the initiative..msned an old teacher whom i have not talked to for ages.guess what..she remembered everything about me!and my clique =)she said we were her sweetie pies.oh my god.what took me so long to say hi??hahaha..4 years..time really flies man...just like an old friend..hope we can meet up on NIKE HUMAN RACE!another motivation!hahahahaha.
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[MICHAEL PHELPS!]i actually didn't want to make him my idol..reason being i don't want to follow the trend..but all these days of reading reports about him just made me...idolize him..hahaha...whoa..self belief, positve attitude, perserverance. the 3 big essentials that will aid me to success.yes. shall try to be more optimistic after the prelims!sarah goh rawks.michael phelps rawks.anyway, this is the first year i enjoyed olympics so much..4 years ago, i was totally not concerned about this whole sporting event.i never knew sissy could scream and shout so crazily just for one goal or one win.hehe.and yeah..although it's the prelims..although i really hope to get the edusave for i have overspent my savings account,i wasn't putting enough effort,was really slack.haha.but i ran almost every day.NIKE HUMAN RACE.31st Aug.yay!Labels: :)
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am i hardworking?ha.hardworking..cannot do a sum..stared blankly at the paper..a nuisance i find myself, if i were to ask everything..is this still considered hardworking?i can sit whole day,staring at the same stupid question,images of how i was going to cry my eyes out will flash by..hardworking?why am i blogging this?what am i justifying?my own stupidity?if i were to moan at my stupidity day in and day out..if i were to doubt again,will i really be able to make it?stupidity.really?one thing good leads to another.i have forgotten the success i took for granted a long time ago.the kind of satisfaction that motivates you to push on even at near fatigue point..all i do now is moan at my own stupidity.whining,so much so i am already a nuisance..experiencing the struggle now.how much more to go?will there eventually be triumph?if i did not work hard,i will forever not be meeting my potential...aren't i doing myself a great injustice?but then again,it gets so demoralising,when u stumble and fall for each and every question..stupid?stupid?chemistry..when i was up and mighty...i love it so much...even had the thought of becoming a chemistry teacher if i were to be a teacher..now..congrats to the branch of science.you have successfully eroded my confidence..even when i'm faced with a careless mistake,i would be so demotivated to try again.the sight of the paper just...irks me..i have allowed myself to sink so deep,it is getting even harder to see light..if i had rectified and tried to swim at first,perhaps i would be near the finishing point.perhaps..why must you always look bad?the thought of those people who looked up upon me after knowing my o levels,the thought of going back to alma matar on teachers' day and the teachers asking the same old question makes me feel.........is there still time?10 weeks..concepts really weak..spreading across all 5 subjects..sighs.i only have myself to blame..your highn-ess...your loss of priority..Labels: ...
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