those people are so direct.clive told me to teach them.i know maths isn't my forte.but just try lah.and they kept laughing at me.when i told them the first part and said i was unsure of the second part.so idiotic can.i damn bu shuang.perhaps you know i'm an U-grader, while you think you are an A-grader for maths and only maths, which perhaps is probably true except that you didn't acheive that this time, but that doesn't give you the right to laugh at someone who was trying to help.GRRRR.i went back to my table and we started gossiping.haha.my friends rock man.i miss gossip sessions man.it brought back fond memories of sec school?haha. lin and i forever gossip.lesson time, we do not pay attention.we talked throughout, and there was once ms lin said that all our teachers were complaining that we talked too much. and that was when i learnt that teachers sat together to gossip about students also.i miss elaine as well. we were always talking about the more sociological issues like relationships, haha miss the times we spent hours talking after the repeated passing by of her buses.sin ying, i miss her gossips and laughter in class.and lin again, the hours on the telephone....coming to a jc,gossip sessions have become lesser.and if you get what i mean, it's not soley on the gossps, the more essential thing is the interaction time with your pals..jc 2 especially,we always must study.can't spend too much time on other things, taken into account that we still need time to slack away on our own..and for that i have seriously neglected my friends.be it secondary school or jc friends..the thing that i felt most bad about,is their birthday celebrations.i had such a wonderful celebration + big presents last year.this year, my pals' birthdays are like...arghs.i'm so sorry pals.for those july to october babies, i think you will get it worse. for the rest, i must get it during the june hols man.arghs...and friends,i just wanna appreciate you guys for everything..mushy and stuff if you were a stranger reading my blog.but seriously, i think i need a lot of support this year.and my friends are the main sources.my friends, today i'm fine.=)at a time when you are feeling rather low, a nice little gesture or word from your friend just make me feel so touched.that is me =)Labels: =)
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2:16 PM
my frustration still has not seem to subside.haha.you know.acutally, last year, i spent too much time doing this.i felt so subjugated.could not come to terms for a very long time.and, in the end.got that set of results.hoho.arghs.vexed.arghs.arghs.can i just enjoy the last year of my jc life?arghs.i don't want to repeat next year.arghs.arghs.the course i want in uni.so competitive!arghs arghs arghs..what if arghs arghs arghs...LIFE SUCKS. Labels: SHUT UP AND WORK ON THE PROCESS
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8:36 PM
slap me.kill me.i feel like crying.sometimes i don't feel like living.i wish i were still that cute little baby girl.free from the countless worries faced by adults each day..sighs.stress at work?this morning i was so high.but now....i feel so crazy.arghs.phobia of doing maths.I SERIOUSLY HATE MATHS!MATHS SUCKS TO THE ABSOLUTE CORE!MY BRAIN CANNOT THINK!ARGHS ARGHS ARGHS!!--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------congrats to chun yuan man..top in the cohort!and he definitely deserves the title.jiayou man..--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------maths sucks maths sucks..and the thought of so many things tomorrow.and the thought that camp is just 2 weeks away and a lot of things are not done still,just makes me feel all stressed up again..ARGHS...if we have listened to the advice and maintained our world population,we won't be living in such a competitive world la.tell me.why am i born into this world?Labels: =(
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8:15 PM
