HOW I WISH... contact lenses
shades
a new guitar
a harmonica
musical box
bikini??? (wahahah, next year)
a billabong cap, not visor
a white dress
an overseas CIP trip
an overseas trip to BALI with friends
see hong junyang performing in my school
good results
highlighted hair
death note!!!!!
more plush toys!
no more pollution!
drum set
improve my pool skills?
be a better bowler =p
Hates(:
smokers!!!! that's all at the moment..
{{ Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Cynicism.
today, Mr Sala (notice i used MISTER =p) began the tutorial with that. it was in response to a comment made during FRC.
i think, i'm actually tainted with a bit of cynicism. i just don't express it a lot in life?
but here in blogosphere, i think i'm somehow disappointed with human beings. i often question human nature. is development the result of all of these?
self interst. self profits. self centered PC world. the centre is you yourself. isn't it just like how human beings behave?
thanks to Mr Sala for attempting to correct this. he said we got to have genuine love from the heart. just like what he has (i said this myself), and i can seriously feel his care for each and everyone of us.
i think in jc, i have grown quite a bit. i show more appreciation to my group of very important people - friends. but i still seem to doubt general societal human nature. the nature of human. has it long been altered? because of evolution; survial of the fittest?
i should learn to have some more compassion in my heart. in terms of trusting human beings more? but sometimes, isn't it precisely of the fact that sometimes when you trust people too much, you end up getting hurt?
haha. well.
another area of discussion.
anyway, i pray hard. for the people of Myanmar, China and India. we cannot control life and death. so people, let us all treasure our loved ones.