am in a very bad mood these few days.
very tempermental.
i think i'm going crazy..
yup, you can say..
perhaps it's stress...
these days, i'm always sulking.
this is so unlike the bubbly self that teachers in yy write in my testimonials right?
sighs.
tell me..
when will i see the light?
is everything still possible?
i refuse to admit defeat.
not when i have not tried my best.
not when there are so buds out there, who are always encouraging me.
if i tell you to move,
please do.
do you know how difficult it is to command a group of people?
and we do not have military rules.
this makes it all the more challenging.
sighs...
i'm damn sian of everything..
arghs...
i just want time with my family and friends.
i want my goody temper back.
i'm like exploding man..
arghs arghs arghs arghs....Labels: ...
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3:13 PM
very scary.year 2008.i'm not talking about academics.it's that...a lot of people have passed away...since the beginning of year 2008...the 3 people who died were kinda big shots, in the TGM, entertainment and political industries.next was the pizza guy who was my schoolmate.then, this was a friend whom i would not name, whose boyfriend, was involved in the fatal accident.year 2008 - cursed?stunned.i hope my friend get over soon.all the best my friend..Labels: ...
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10:59 PM
i think there is something wrong with the modern world..how could this happen to me? i made my mistake.got nowhere to run.the night goes on as i'm fading away.i'm sick of this life.i just wanna scream....how could this,happen to me???life.. why is everyone working so hard? what are they putting so much efforts for?the world is crazy.it leaves us all suffocating.it drives us up to a corner,makes us feel intimidated,who says science and technology brings about a better life?who says modern inventions ease our pain?life,is an agony.if my prediction comes true,the whole human population will get wiped up eventually,no technology can change that.the world is going to be exploded. and then, our carcasses will be compacted and millions of years later, be turned into the much needed crude oil.and doomsday will happen, in our lifetime.so,at the end of the day,what's up with the stress and working hard?-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------there there,hush hush.girl...your job is just to work hard.do not be bothered with the rest.Labels: the world is crazy
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1:48 PM
