wah. this week.
i think i had a lot of disputes with my loved ones.
i love you and you love me.
everything will eventually be cleared up.
accompanied xinyi for her ah goo thingy..
haha.
in the end i stayed till the whole thing ends.
that's me?
good way to put it - adaptable?
bad way to put it - don't honour my word?
though i promised to be home by 10....
haha. thank God no one scolded me.
i think this year is a replay of last year.
i don't know if someone is playing a prank..
it's just the exact same thing?
except that the dates got mixed up?
hoho. to the second thingy.
please don't think i'm like you.
hmmm.
and i found out another thing...
perception of certain things change.
hoho.ooops. how can i forget. yeah besides going for the xinyi's ah goo thingy which was supposed to start at 730, in the morning i went back to school to help mr chong with the libarary.daryl went too. supposed to be we accompanying hock ming! then he overslept! forever lor. even going for A's he can also oversleep. yeah so after the helping, rushed to amk hub. supposed to meet bunny first before we go. in the end, i got delayed in school so i missed the bus bunny took. and i was late for half an hour. had pepper lunch with mrs tan. hehe.. finally pepper lunch man!since yuan's birthday celebration, i had been wanting to eat pepper lunch!!and mrs tan even treated uss ^^i told her i will treat her back next year when i start to work.and of course, to mr gek too.hehe.after this went home sleep a while, then went to ah goo's thingy.whoa.busy right.one full day gone like that...Labels: ...
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5:09 PM
finally. the last straw.been going out every day.returning late at night.yesterday, for example, after watching the warlords with jelly and xinyi,it was already like 10 plus when i reached home.and today.xinyi's belated birthday celebration...came home at 9 plus.these 2 days.how much have i spent?haiz.coming from a lower income family...the kind of money i'm spending is a no-no..this year's edusave's money,think i'm gonna withdraw it all...spending money like there's no tomorrow...haiz...gatherings...why gather..when so many of us cannot even go?after we've gone our seperate ways,why is it so hard to even meet once a year?gatherings = spending money again.haiz.anotherlashing down?i don't know.vexed.very vexed.i wish i was rich.i seriously wish i have more money...Labels: ...
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3:22 PM
CANCER: The ProtectorMoody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/Handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. NEeds love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.Whoa. Found this from Weiting's blog. some time back, LAOs each bought a horoscope book. think both depicts the same thing for my horoscope. hehe. i wish i was a gemini. it's just a few days apart.haiz....Labels: ...
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11:28 PM
hoho. i had a dream last night.
my class people were replaced; no longer my classmates.
my new classmates were LJ people if not some unknown strangers.
change; the constant is up to play.
i feel very uncomfortable.
it was scary.
it seemed real.
i wish it would end.
none of the LAO was in the same class as me.
and i do not know why.
in my dream, there was CSL.
and they too were sepearated from me.
it was frightening.
even though there was TFC.
i felt uneasy.
i think i'm too used to 1s10/2s08.
hoho.
that's the conclusion.
now.
reflection.
i always thought i was friendly.
now i think.
perhaps i'm not.
low EQ perhaps?
i don't know.
christmas is coming.
year is ending.
new one starting.
why is it that everyone looks so happy welcoming the next year?
i hate changes.
i want things to remain.
arghs.
i hate the new year.arghs...
too many activities...
i'm packed for the week.
next week will be worse.
arghs...
even my family has to book me in advance.
arghs!
i don't welcome the new year!Labels: ...
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12:05 AM
yesterday was tim's farewell dinner. he was sent to the NS today.haha.people present: me, shitty, hock ming, kai jian, ellis,shi hui and lastly tim himself.can't wait to see him botak! hoho.today..went to give out fliers on my turf, kovan.saw four 4A people - bunny, mong shui, sok hwa and wai mun. saw 2 other yy people as well.saw 2 sr people - elana and someone whom i don't know. hoho..saw some familiar neighbourhood faces as well.my turf..hoho...oh yeah.thanks to chun yuan.came down to support me.as in help me give out the fliers.thanks so much man.haha.and yeah.made some new friends.those asking for donations.hoho.just like when i was doing heartware with xinyi,made a friend as well.hoho..hohohoho..christmas is coming..and your homework?haven't started since i came back from lijiang.sians.Labels: random
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3:00 PM