whoa.i've experienced 4 flavours of life today. am i being a hypocrite, if i am preaching hope to others,and yet deep in my heart,i, myself do not even believe?i will never ever consider suicide.life is much more meaningful.especially with the people around me.for the sake of my loved ones, i shall cling on.for the sake of bringing greater good to the society in the future, i shall hang on.see, with so many other things, how can one choose to end life his/her life just like that?=)bday part 2.yesterday night, mucus baked me some damn delicious cookies.thank you mucus!had 2 more presents today.first of which was from kelvin,second of which was from amanda.her message seriously touched me.especially since i felt so emotionally unstable today.all the D-DAY messages from my friends,just make me feel so...so loved..yes, i'm going mushy all over again.but seriously,i love you my pals!and all the way man 2s08!we are the top class collecting over 300kg worth of newspapers!my back is aching now but i think everything is worth it!now let us all translate that kind of enthusiasm to our studies.as a class, we soar.yet again,me,soar.ha.Labels: =|
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11:16 PM
i always give the impression that i'm mugging.but i'm not.definitely not.whether or not i study in school or at home, i slack more than i study.motivation eroded.gradually since i have stepped into jc.well, i don't know.were just exchanging points of view.friendship and studies. haha.friends.best-est buddies!well! i was so disappointed that they are holding a belated birthday for me! and you know what!they gave me a real surprise today man!shall blog about it more in my birthday entry.devoted solely on that day.haha.today i've received 4 presents already! haha!and best-est buddies!i pissed my best-est buddies.but my love for them appeased their anger!haha!yeah and it was entirely my fault actually.but yeah everything's settled!as per plan on saturday =Di love my pals big time big time!oh my god.the time now is 12.02. blur blur xinyi smsed me happy 18th birthday!!haha!how could she got D-DAY mixed up!HAHA!Labels: =D
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11:51 PM
hoho.guitar ensemble celebrated XC's birthday on friday.i must say, he got the most number of presents out of the so many birthdays celebrated!he got his favourite food, wallet, shirt ( it's from GE right?), strawberry cake which apparently birthday committe didn't take to task my suggestion. gatherings with GE always include getting splashed with water and other miscellaneous stuff. this time was no different. shit, CS, and myself dragged XC all the way to hell. he was quite reluctant to move and so poor CS had to pull him to the last lap while shit and i took cover. haha.XC was sprayed with whipped cream and water from head to toe.and he smelled like shit can.no, vomit more likely.damn disgusting.i lied to them and said that i didn't bring extra clothing.in the hope of not getting splashed.upon hearing that oswin wanted to change target.but kelvin splashed the water down at me.arghs.fortunately or unfortunately,i told the white lie.so i wasn't really drenched.besides i was running around finding food for seok han.so i didn't spend a lot of time at the battlefield.so GE made a lot of noise,and the soccer guys couldn't focus.they kept turning around and looking at us.haha.GE RAWKS SERIOUSLY!after that, i lent XC my deodorant and he smelled like a woman after that.a lady drunkard.because the vomit smell still persisted.i asked him whether he had enjoyed it, credits to the birthday committee.and he said he is going to plan for my D-DAY.hoho.yeah. regarding D-DAY,i think nanyang would still be having examinations.and that's why XX, the organizer this year, wanna postpone the celebration.haha.also this year, mucus would not be able to make it.and penguin hasn't confirmed.one thing is confirmed though, we are not doing what we have said to do 2 years ago.in a way, PHEW. hehe.but i'm afraid i may go high again,and so this year, i restricted myself not to go out and celebrate after D-DAY.because last year, i was too high for the next half a month.and after that i sort of gave up a little.it was only nearer the promos, did i wake up but still not whole heartedly.yeah studies.must studies always destroy fun?if you are focused, of course not.work while you work,play while you play.one thing each time,that is the way.but i'm not.time to study, i think of play..time to play, i think of studying for that little while and then i can enjoy whole heartedly.but there is an exception.in school,whenever there is free time i think more on studying.ya more, but still if there are a lot of people talking, i would join in the fun.speaking of that,stephan's ghost story damn scary lor.wah lao. yesterday night i suddenly thought of what she has said and shivered for a while.speaking of 2s08, yesterday, we were back for a GP lecture.then liyan and i went to the toilet, when we came back, the lecturer said she understands nature call but instructed us not to talk the on our way out the next time round.after that, yeap jun and agnes went to the toilet halfway during the lecture.because they were sitting in the centre of aisle, and the fact that the other exit door was locked,they had to take the longer route to the exit on their left.guys, and i think mainly those from ah shit's class, were like wolf-whistling.haha.eh yeap jun, don't scold me hor.you said don't tell you again only.and i'm writing not telling =)then liyan was saying that our class was making toilet statements today.HAHA.2S08 =)Labels: =)
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