i'm such a complain queen..arghs..stop complaining la..i'm so fickle..arghs..one moment i did this, the next moment i regret..arghs..i'm such a slow learner..i'm sure i got it..yet i just cannot play/do it at the moment..arghs..i think too much..many a time, no problem has even existed...but i thought there is and finally there is..arghs..so...stop complaining, stop being indecisive, not thinking too much.. learning part, can't be helped..oh yes can..stop complaining + stop thinking too much = focusing, and i mean entire full focus on studies and guitar.. it seems that my focus level is always low..hehe...-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i was sick today..i don't know whether to consider that a sickness or ailment..but aiya sick.that's why was late for guitar...late for like 20 minutes?still earlier than others. haha.was in great pain lor.but i still walked to school.halfway through, i wanted to vomit.but i kept downing saliva, because it's so unglam to vomit when you are beside a busy main road alone.i saw adrain. then he asked me to go home if i'm sick..haha..i still stayed.what a great excuse to skip the "10 to 6" practice right?but i still stayed.not trying to say i'm responsible and all.but i just cannot leave.and i'm glad to say.today's lesson..made me redeveloped a liking for guitar.haha.shocked?at one point in time, i changed my friendster caption on guitar.why did i say i like guitar so much?passion already missing.i'm lousy, my theory sucks.i'm not fit to declare so much love for guitar.today's lesson. i forced myself to use my limited theory skill.and we learnt if we hold on together..hehe. and another sad love song.though i already knew how to play the first song of its melody,hmmmm...well, develop a liking a little because i'm playing one of my favourite songs for a big event. and also i love sad love songs. whoa. exchange programme..how i wish we can do it with yy..haha..
well.. as for my ailment, it disappeared by lunch time. not totally, but haha was feeling alright already. haha only shitster knows.. hehe..well.. back at home.i seriously love my family man! i'm glad to be born into this family!nothing great happened..but i guess it's always good to be appreciative..friends..supposed to meet f3 for lunch today.but because of guitar, guitar was on top priority.whoa..haha..so yup, at this point in time,feel a little not as close to my sec friends as before...i wish we can meet up really soon. but i guess it's impossible since our timetable always clashes.arghs.why am i saying all this?back to my naggy style again.arghs.hmmm..ooh ya.. these few days.kept listening to a lot of 2 stories..NS g encounters and love stories..one chills my spine, the other made me feel all so whoa.haha.very random thoughts.ending off.signing out..Labels: ...
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ROARS ROARS ROARS!!!!!IF EVERYONE DOES THEIR PART, THE WORLD WOULD BE A BETTER PLACE!I DON'T HAVE TIME.I CANNOT UNLEASH MY FULL POTENTIAL!-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Labels: ....
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