aw well...the hard-hearted feeling and the lines i have rehearsed just before i go to bed didn't come in handy. because the other party representing her was so nice, i did not really say the crucial word to suan back her. sighs. why is it that things always don't go according to what i have planned?anway, hopefully, tommorrow is my last day. i know i won't earn a lot also lah. maybe a 40 dollars for all my work? sighs. just my luck to get this kind of job.bella-ly.. haha. magnet for trouble. i love twilight. so interesting. hehe. but to think i was a little bit scared reading alone despite watching the movie when i was reading certain parts. stupid me..well.. today, went to sam's youth centre for his supposed-to-be chirstmas party. he COOKED for us. oh my god. i cannot believe it. his mum says she merely supervised. really? hehe. but the food is really great. thanks sam. i like the youth centre. nice environment to mug and to have fun =)oh ya, and friday, i went to pass penguin the souvenir i had got for her. and i ran there because her bus was coming. as i felt the wind carressing my hair, touching my face, i craved for a run. hehe. i ran and ran and decided it was not enough even after penguin was gone. so got terence to run with me. many thanks terence. always so steady, ready bom pee pee. he guided me along the route from my house to serangoon and back. hehe. but the worst thing is.. i lost my guitar pendent during the run! it was my favourite necklace given to me by mucus on my 17th birthday =( i saw it flinging here and there while making a dash to my destination in serangoon. sighs. just my luck. seems like december is just not my month after a series of unfortunate events...Labels: ...
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12:46 AM
upset about the accusations made against me...:(or more of :@well....you didn't tell me in advance that i cannot bring my friends.and this is like the second (major) time, or the third (major + minor) time you are lecturing me about something you did not inform in advance. it's so unjust.and another you, damn you. 8 tiles, each of 30cm long, how does it obstruct the passageway, you tell me? a man the size of santa claus can definitely push a trolley past with great ease lah. how is that obstructing your business huh? just green-eyed that your business is bad? pull or hair to vent your frustration and yeah, the most basic thing is just to inform me and whether or not i am at fault, i would apologize politely what! what an idiotic person who just cannot handle things! when i invited my friends to sit inside, i was chided for letting strangers in. when i asked my friend to sit outside, i was lectured for blocking the passageway and not using my common sense?! why is it that people tending stalls from that country always complain at the slightest of things?! it's not like i didn't keep my promise. i had told XY in advance i could only make it for the morning shift. and the sms sent to me was like why i didn't tell her i cannot make it at night. with an annoyed touch added to it. sighs. why do i deserve this huh.i went early and left late. none is appreciated.i tried my best to market the products, but the sales just refuse to increase.what can i do?i even got my own friends to come and buy the products.although only one bought..but, was a thank you ever said?instead, when the products got lost unknowingly, clueless of whether there was even some fundamental problems with the stock-taking,i got negative pay on top of my meagre amount of pay each day.and wait let me add on, with no commision, not even a 50 cents increase in pay per hour for public holiday eve..i got bad flu today.was i appreciated?never mind,i am now more determined to get my degree...yuanlin, are you back already?i wanted to talk to you so much.and i know, you definitely will 100 % guarantee plus chop come to my store and support me..yes. absolutely sure =)and i really miss you :(one day i will be in the managment...and i will treat all my subordinates the way they deserve to be treated.Labels: rants
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11:48 PM