:D thank you God :D

Oh my god. thanks guys! thanks!! i really need encouragments! to assure me that jc life isn't as bad! thanks a lot guys!!

yesterday was a really sad day for me, partly because keli was not coming back. but most importantly, i was thinking, did i make the right choice in choosing a junior college education.. hehe. well, so today, i asked a lot of people.." why do you all want to stay in a jc?"..and in the end, after listening to the grades they are getting, i feel seriously much better. thanks especially to chong lian. besides, during my og session today, mr chacko said that to do a business degree, i can get a C grade in any 3 of my A level subjects.. just one C..the rest must be A or B. hehe. phew.... i feel really better! am still taking h2 bio instead of econs...although i think i should be able to do better in h2 econs? hehe. it's still a humans subject, which you memorize and dump things in..hmmm, i know it's more than that. ya, i know...

hehe. i hope no one in my school takes 4 h2..then we will still be 1s01! =D

actually, it seems that jc teachers prefer their jc school life and secondary teachers prefer their secondary school life. hehe. one of the many things he had said was that your friends are the most important asset in jc life. years, to cover 5 times the syllabus of o levels. without the support of friends, it will be really hard. hehe. i hope 1s01 will stay.. let all of us grow more united!!

today's fusion night!! HIGH!! WHOA! FUN! YEAH! haha. screamed my lungs out. demeter!! hehe. i didn't shout as much during the first O. because of the people? haha. had a great time dancing the chicken dance and college dance with yiying. we made rounds and rounds. and got ourself really giddy! *thumbs up*

overall, my og is still considered quiet? haha. i got one p6 tuition friend and my p6 monitor are all in my og. so, it's kind of a coincidence? hmmm, actually enjoyed this demeter 2 more than the og i was posted to for the first O. demeter 2 oei!

hehe. i wish i was a freshman in demeter 2. it would be more fun. and i would get to know the people inside better. ogls, heavy responsibility, it's like there are barriers blocking us. but nonetheless, we removed some of the barriers, and it's fun! come out, if there's any og outing okay?? =)

oh ya. on thursday, jian rong and kenneth gate crashed sr's orientation. and today, david gate crashed! hoho! if only damian and newman are both in my og, wah.....hehe...

hehe. and thanks to that councillor for offering me and keli seats in his car. thanks!

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2:36 PM

as i learn of that j2, giving up his jc education for the course that i had always wanted, i feel really confused.

jc = stressing myself out? i don't know. i just hope to do well here. it's so confusing to retink your choice again.

i know, right now. am already facing problems in the subject. needed help. why am i still in a jc? i can always learn. i will study harder. i will.

this path that i had chosen - i hope i won't regret. i don't want to regret.

oh, keli is going ahead with her poly course...

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1:35 PM

the posting results are already out..

i don't know what i'm feeling...

to make a decision.. without the support of some people, i feel uneasy..yes, this is me. Cancers are very determined and once they had made up their mind, nothing can change it? why doesn't it work for me?

yesterday, my chinese teacher said something like hell is beginning. from tomorrow onwards. hehe. but remembering sala's word, " what is tough, is good" . arghs. sarah goh, yes, hell. but as long as you are consistent, fear not..

no more slacking, and thinking that this is just the first 3 months. bio - better start revising. FYI, i failed my bio test badly =( think i got the lowest in class. simple things i cannot even answer..i suppose when that topic was covered, i was building sandcastles in the air...

hmmm, for those 1s01 pals who are posted elsewhere, we will still inform you if there are any activities..i wish you all the best in your different institutions. though i wish we will never be separated..though i wish my other friends like car, will also get into my jc, and be my classmate again. i wish, i wish, all my friends, people i know and feel okay with, will all get into the same jc as me.. i wish, i wish! but this is just a dream..

i don't know what i'm feeling right now....

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2:39 AM

ARGHS!!! I WILL FAIL A'S??? I WILL FAIL A'S??? I PROVE YOU WRONG LA!! WHAT THE HELL!!

STOP PSYCHOING ME TO GET INTO A POLY!!!! MY MIND IS MADE UP!! STOP MAKING ME CONFUSED!!!!

WHAT'S WRONG WITH SR??? IN TERMS OF EDUCATION COMPARED TO YOUR SO -CALLED BETTER JCS? SA, AJ, NY.......

ROARS!!

actually, i'm quite scared too? just work hard la..

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12:07 PM

haha .blog i shall. yeah, we had our pizza treat on tuesday. damn shiok. 6 large pizzas, finished by 1s01 and some teachers. there was mr sala, mr kwek, mr yang, mdm tang and mr neo and ms zeenart came for a while.

the pizzas tasted fantastic! thank you chers! perhaps it's because i hv not eaten pizzas for a really long time...

hmmm. so as for guitar, we got to pay for our own SYF costume!! 80 dollars!!! tsk tsk.. haha. can we like ask for more money from the principal? let us just try? haha. that time in yuying, the guitar ensemble did that also. at the most, just write a proposal lor... hehe. so, helped mr yeo to ask some of my friends as they need more j1s for the syf. friends expressed interest but when i told them about the costume, they said no...haha.

ooh, yesterday, was the release of the a's results day. met up with wilson.

right now, i'm supposed to wait for amanda to teach her amaths, and to give her some chem notes.yeah, so random.photos to enjoy!