whoa.what if, my best friend passes away?whoa.quite a number of faces flashed across.BEST friend.dying at this age.oh my god.i think you looked strong.but deep in your heart, are you crying? or have you come to terms with his death?haha.actually, after today's discussion,i really do not hope you will try to search for our blogs.aiya.you won't lah.because you said before people who blog are the dumbest.haha.right.not my friend.but i'm just a very emotional person.i can't imagine my best friends dying at this age.friends, my family,please stay healthy and safe.and you, well, i wanted to console.but it occurred to me that you might laugh at me.i just hope you will take things to your stride.all the best.on a lighter note, on friday i went to sentosa with the guitar peeps!and today, i went for farewell ceremony with the guitar peeps!great fun.in greater detail next time.ta-ta.Labels: ...
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more photos and will caption it another time.
have been uploading photos to friendster, facebook, and now blog! damn sian can.
arghs.
anyway, 2S08's BBQ WAS FUN FUN FUN!!!
THANKS GUYS!!
FOR YOUR PRESENCE!!!!!
2S08 FAMILY! =D
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I LOVE PANG SIN YING!hahahaha.whoa.today was listening to stef sun's liao jie.because i heard the song while shopping yesterday.sec sch memories return.liao jie was a song Ms Lim introduced to me.did not find the song too good initially but later on, love it a lot.and then.came online.and finally saw my dear SIN YING online!shoulder was real painful.asked her for massage.and we started talking about the past.WHOA.earlier on, after i had listened to the song,i wanted to blog about the past also..WHOA.though, i have more friends now,if given the choice,i wish time will STALL, in secondary school.it's like, academically wise, we are alright.and relationship wise, as long as you have best friends,it is a pleasure as well.I miss sec sch.i miss my teachers.ms lim, mrs tan, mr gek, mdm tan.i miss the kind of academic rigour.i miss the sec 3 night trip.i miss the sec 4 trip to trendy's house and we played xbox till late at night.i miss the massaging seriously.so many people to help me massage. and there are more high quality massagers hahaha.i miss history. i miss hitler.i miss social studies. i miss mrs tan's voice.i miss the gossips.i miss everything about secondary school.i miss yy.i, i, i...if time could stall,if life is like the rhythm of life,i wish my life would be rewound to i) baby phaseii) sec 3 phaseiii) JC 1 phase. then i would work really hard and hope to be among the tops. if not, now i'm like losing motivation, heading around aimlessly?the route to uni seemed even more ardous. i really don't know. anyway,joycelin asked me to check this out of cancer:The Crab is likely to send you frequent invitations to dinner. Of course, they enjoy your company, but they love it when you come over and complement them on their house, decorations and excellent cooking skills. They make loyal friends, so long as you do nothing to betray their trust. If you can handle a super emotional pal who is likely to call you up and cry into the phone for no reason, you will have a devoted buddy who is just as likely to arm themselves with a box of tissues and come to your aid when you're feeling blue. Though the Crab would usually rather sit around the house tending the garden and organizing their bits of nostalgia, they will still occasionally be in the mood to go out for dinner and a movie. As a friend of a Cancer, you'll never need to worry about recording important events. Your favorite Crab will always be there with a camera. As your friendship grows, your Cancer buddy will likely invite you to family dinners as a matter of course. A Cancer who is hurt hurts deeply and for a long time, though, so take care with the fragile emotions of your friend.
Best Friend Bets: Taurus, Virgo are crabs really so emo?
i think i'm extremely emo.
it's intrinsic in me, can't change right.
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12:15 AM
I KNEW IT.
haha. why am i always chosen to do the chain blog thingy? and my name is always last!
well, anyway, will blog when i have a new blogskin. meanwhile, let me blog about what i have been doing these few days. no photos though. they are saved on my other computer..
well,
30th may 08 friday
straight after school, we went orchard to shop! long time since i have been there. before that, had pizza hut for lunch. and i cannot even put a lot of my tobascco sause! ='( mum asked me to bear with it, since i will be eating bbqed food on the 4th with 2S08.
speaking of bbq,
moi is one of the organizers!
because that time i was telling them, guitar ensmeble wasted so much STINGRAYS!!!!
STINGRAYS LEH!!!
wah lao.
and chicken wings!!!
so wanted to have another BBQ to make up for that haha.
well, back to the topic.
yup, so we took photos in front of a black pillar.
i think the texture is really nice, with the lighting beaming down.
haha.
i got artistic feel okay.
yup, and sherlin kindly took our photos for us.
i will post them since i copied straight from yuan lin.
ta-da!
and the emo pic! haha. i don't know i just like taking emo pics. think it's pretty alright. but i guess i will take more of such photos again.
didn't get the kind of feel that i want. haha.
so we walked from 12 plus to 5 plus!
after that, joycelin, sherlin and i went to chinatown to buy our ma la steamboat sauce!
sherlin kept saying we behave like aunties. haha.
I LOVE FOOD!
I LOVE SHOPPING!
I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY!
hohohohoho..
31st may 2008 saturday
photography expedition at night! went with cong to clarke quay.
learnt quite a bit of techniques from him.
i wanted to take those really artistic, but not R(A) kind of photos of myself.
but i guess it's weird since he doesn't like zhilian-ing..
and it would be so funny if i were to ask him to snap countless photos of myself. haha.
this kind of thing, better to get SGH =)
so we just took landscapes.
i like the one i captioned colours of the singapore river and zoom.
haha. because these are the photos which i used the new techniques learnt.
and you know.
i wore my beautiful pair of shoes.
the white ones, which i had bought with shitty the other time we went shopping.
again, my feet bled.
walked till i bled.
this is not a joke.
a passer-by even came up to me and offered me a plaster.
i said, "oh no need thanks a lot.", with a smile of course.
and she said, "take it bah."
haha.
thanks for your little act of kindness man.
before that incident, i was just arguing with someone,
that human beings do have compassion.
my evidence was the donations we have pooled for the quake victimes in Sichuan.
yup, no doubt, human beings are the selfish-est creatures ever.
the most irresponsible bunch of Earth inhabitants.
but still, we do have compassion for the general being.
on this note, let me digress some more.
this is one of the 2 things i have forgotten to mention in my musical post,
during one of the rehearsals to RP,
i was coughing damn violently.
on the way there, on the bus, while the bus came to a standstill at the traffic light,
the bus driver - an old woman looked into the mirror,
saw me, and walked over,
handing me two hacks sweets.
i was....
so touched can!
ok, since i'm here, the 2nd of the forgotten things that i wanted to blog is that,
penguin was so nice!
she came to support and pass me the presents she has bought for me in Taiwan!
all music related stuff!
yet i have forgotten to say a big thank you to her on blog =X
THANK YOU PENGUIN DEAR!
well, back.
alright. so i'm a nice sis.
went home with Mcwings for my sista and mum.
and i cannot eat! BOO!
1st June 08 sunday
family day! the trip to town was cancelled.
instead, we went to ntuc =.=
but at night went out again.
haha. trip with mum means i need to pay nothing.
hehehe. and that's the best part.
2nd june 08 monday
today!
jackson's birthday party.
told him i can only be there for half an hour because i got to meet sherlin and stephan.
then in the end, his party was cancelled.
so sorry.
anyway, happy birthday!
i packed my files all the way until 1pm.
then went to have my books binded in school.
what coincidence. saw oswin walking in.
later met up with kelvin.
then later young one came out from the special room and talked to me.
and he said his classmates think i got a scandal with him.
speaking of scandals, this year, i'm involved in the most number of scandals in my entire life.
haha.
as one grows older, one has more platonic friendships.
don't you understand the word people?
think a lot of people don't.
see.
thank me.
i have added one new word to your vocabularly bank.
yeah, then after that, went to meet stephan and sherlin at bugis!
spent 100 over dollars!
on friends' presents!
the mother-daughter were really broke.
both borrowed money from me.
hohoho. so now i'm even more broke.
i think my atm is gonna be dug dry.
i'm always pulling money out but never planting it in.
sighs.
this year, will i still get the scholarship?
i need the money man...
besides buying for jc friends, i bought some for my sec sch friends as well.
people like penguin and bunny =X=X=X, still haven't got your presents.
i roughly know what to get for penguin already, but cannot find the thing that i want,
so cannot give yet. owe them since last year =X =X =X
mucus and elaine, the presents i bought for you all are the very things i want for myself!
i think they look really pretty man.
must look good on you guys! =D
so we shopped until 8 plus a bit!
hehehe! have fun shopping with them!
still got a list to buy.
let's go shopping again! =D
whoa whoa whoa.
let's see, let's see.
3rd june ---> sch + wingtai sale
4th june ----> sch + 2S08 BBQ
5th june ---> trip with my sis (tentative)
6th june ----> GE sentosa trip
7th june ---> GE farewell ceremony
8th june ---> trip with elaine
the rest are not confirmed yet..
this june holidays is too short.
sorry some people, let's go out during the december holidays.
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