sometimes i think. i think i think i think i think. i know i know i know. in time to come, countless problems will occur. will i start to hate it? will it be like the past? will i dread it so so so so so much? sometimes i feel like giving up...whenever i see, i'm reminded. change. character. 17 years. possible? haha. sounds confusing? yes that's the purpose. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------let me move on with even more bad news before proceeding to what i want. oh by the way, photos are strictly uploaded only during weekends. yes. i don't wanna waste too much time uploading photographs...anyway, didn't do well for my mid years.clive said this year's j1 maths mid year was easy. should get A.i don't have the mathematical brain, i knew it since primary 4...but not having the brains doesn't mean you can't score...you just got to put in the double the work. but did i?wah disappointed. some of the questions are like....arghs. should work harder...chem...just pass..lol..actually, since even i have entered college, i was hoping to do well in chem and econs.i love chem in sec sch.i like econs as it will be useful to my career.Besides the only way to make up for my foolish decision of not taking history is to do well in my only humans subject.arghs. dumbass. up to this day, i still miss history. haha.haha. bio. wth/f whatever. if i did that question, i would have gotten a B instead of an S now. stupid. i'm glad it's 20%. but i don't think there's enough time for promos. arghs. nevermind if you flunk your j1, just get yourself enough marks to be promoted, sarah goh. because your target is the A's. keep that in mind. A's is the thing.i don't like to reveal my results on the blog. i would prefer people to ask me because i wanna know who bothers to know how i do. haha. so, yeah feel free to ask if you all wanna know...sarah goh, please remember, though it's said that it's normal to fail JC, there are many times when people score during j1 too. sometimes it may not be due to the brains at work, but because of hard work itself. clive the idol, the example. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------back to my birthday presents again bah..haha. 9th july mondayreceived 4 presents that day.received smses from pai kia and yiying and so excitedly went to my locker. opened it only to find:1) a big cubed monkey from my beloved seniors!dulcia, jasmine, cai ling, zhen yun, ellis, david, jun sheng. haha! thanks so much! 2) a very cute birthday card from yiying! haha! the words are so cute also! thanks!then, 3) samuel's handphone keychainand last, but not least...lin's present for me!!!!!!air flown by fedex express all the way from thailand! haha! it's expensive over there, mum said....haha! thanks lin! 10th july tuesdayjust some wishes from some people. haha. even the instructor knows my day. 11th july wednesday.teddy bear from seok han! hehe! cute! like me =)sis said she will only buy the gifts after the o's. lazy pig. hehe. but it gonna be a very big one. =)---------------------------------------------------------------------------results + certain issues...sarah goh, jiayou.Labels: mixed feelings
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THE DAY.5th july. after i received the lovely smses, friendster comments and msn wishes, went to bed..next morning, i woke up. received more smses. 1) branson2) yeap jun3) kelihehe. reached school. joycelin wished me first, then i think guy3 and sasi, arini, xin yi, winnie, yuan lin.. and i cannot remember. basically, the majority of my class people bah..then bio, i was charging my handphone. so, when i went to look at my phone, saw bunny's sms. then manel's. haha. they could still remember! then jun jie, and then he said mrs chen wished me too. haha. go and tell mrs chen for what. she's not even teaching me..during GP, received Mr Gek's sms. while going home after schoo, sin ying's, then stefanie's, then timonthy's , who asked for my locker number. hehe. while i was changing clothes for the celebration later, received baboon's sms, then gorilla's, then wei ting's. when i was at vivo, received jason's. haha. friendster comments, there were like 2 pages and a half wishes. haha. a real blessed birthday this year. thank you everyone! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------so now for the events....i know this gonna bored some of you to death. after this entry, i don't think i will blog any lengthy entries for quite some time, so this shall keep you entertained...hmmm. now my blog isn't just for myself anymore...well so, after bio lecture, s10 were saying where to go. finally decided to go to old cafe. because there were lesser people there? it was really funny. when they said right in front of me, "go there celebrate" haha. it just feels funny. so, haha. the song. i will upload the video in youtube the next time. hehe. i never knew jc dudes will buy me a cake, unless of course, after the obvious clue yesterday....thank you my pals! yuan brought her camera. she said she wanna take a lot of photos with me. hehe. then, jun jie came and said, no cake, no present. haha. yuan helped me cut the cake in the end then gave him some. tsk tsk. next i smeared some cream on xin yi's face. then she chased me all the way to the canteen. haha. she kept saying i can run. because she never caught up. after that, i had a taste of my own medicine. jun jie smeared cream on my face. and i chased after him. he's damn damn fast man. later on in the day, he smsed to blame me. he said he ran for his life, and thus had high fever then. haha. what logic. you can always stop what. hahaha..went with winnie to shop around heartland for a little while before heading home. changed and off i went to vivo city! haha. saw some guitar peeps in kovan. then, when i reached vivo, waited for my G & H for quite some time. haha. they were in orchard spending a lot of time doing my gift, and shopping for my presents. hehe. after that, penguin called and asked me to walk outside of vivo. at the balcony there. i did as follow. haha. they told me i must wear nice nice. because they were wearing very nice tops that were beyond description. i actually believed. they had me fooled like a fool.. hohoho. oh yeah, while i was waiting for them earlier, a guy approached me and asked if i wanna sign up for a course which they will groom me to become singer/actress/model. "i'm not interested" was the reply. haha. i know i'm already a superstar in the eyes of my friends! woo hoo~ hohohoho..so, they passed me the presents. then they made me walk around..after i came back, they had lighted the candle and everything. and haha, it was real cool with all the surprises they planned along the way. thank you G & H. i really had a memorable time =)came back home and slept very early. i don't want to face up to reality. i don't want my day to end. haha.---------------------------------------------------------------------------6th july - keli's birthday!smsed her as soon as i woke up. hehe. so that friday, received pai kia and trendy's belated sms wishes.after school later, saw ellis and david and they wished me too. i was wondering how come even my seniors also knew about my day haha. so in end fount out that tim went to circulate an email which has all the july babies' days to the 11th SRGE. haha. went to my locker. tim's present! woo hoo. and another present was from gorilla! hehe..after that, received pai kia's call. asking me what i like. hoho. i said no need la already over. then she said she wasn't buying for me. like real la. i told her i trust jasmine's taste. hehe. happy happy. so many people remembered....later at night, went with jelly to defence technology towers. haha. how many of us civilians, actually get to enter that? so, am pretty lucky hoho. then yan ting, whom i know that day wished me happy birthday. haha. because she has read jelly's blog. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------7th july - Live Earth!sin ying came to my house! haha! wanted to give me a surprise but i wasn't in again! and my sister called me to say. haha. so i immediately called and thanked her. thank you my bud! hehe, speaking of address, lin sent an ecard to me on my day! waiting for her present delivered all the way from thailand. haha. she told me i will receive it on monday. woo hoo. i thank you guys for the thought man.thanks people! i had great fun, had great laughter all because of you guys! the countless wishes just made me melt? haha!Labels: my birthday 2007
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