i wanted to blog about something very much on the realties of society.
but i guess i will bored everyone to death,
after looking through my poly friends' blogs..
how nice sia, poly.
wah.
i nearly went there...
but, well, i have matured a lot in jc.
guess that's the gain..
these few days damn low.
but, i will adopt sala's mentality.
MAKE YOURSELF HIGH!!!!!!
whoa whoa whoa!!!
i went to read penguin's post http://shehates.wordpress.com/,and she said so much nice things about me!hahahaha..for your information,my temper is no longer that good.now it's really damn bad..hahahaha..and yeah, your peanut butter facial left me with some pimples after that you know!!pay for my face! and and!actually you wanted to give me what present de!
=Doh yeah, yesterday, received a mysterious call.." i'm your stalker, come right down to the general office to find out who i am.."such familiar voice, i thought.came right down and so they were the guitar seniors! haha..they came to get their SGCs,and sighs.A levels.oh yeah.more random stuff..the extra chemistry lessons from 6pm to 8pm, i ate otah in the LT.haha.because i couldn't do the tests.and yeah penguin,people study until 8pm to 9pm in school,people forgo their favourite TV programmes.JC life is muggerish.you see people studying anytime, anywhere.that's why i really miss our secondary school life.and i think poly life is somewhat like that if you exclude the projects right.Labels: ...
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10:11 PM
are you girls angels sent by God to make my day?wah lao.you know how depressed i was today??you know how much of a failure i feel like??then suddenly smses followed by a call,followed by perspiration (because i went to collect my specs) and cooling down,and then there the two of you all stood,walking towards me,stopped halfway because that "S5 gather" teacher scolded you all for not wearing the proper attire.the sight of you all, and the fact that you all went all the way into the libarary and even got a scolding, seriously made me feel so touched can!and yes.penguin and bunny!!!the promise penguin and i made 3 years ago..blur sotong cum penguin forgot to give me my present on my D-DAY.she made it up today by coming all the way into the school libaray!and it's just what she had promised 3 years ago!!!!!!!and ya, eh, i may not fulfill my part of the promise (oooppps),because 3 years ago, i thought in 3 years time, when i turn 18,my inhibitions would not tie me down so much..but i was wrong haha...so, 3 more years can?when i'm 21?hahahaha.penguin is sure going to kill me...you know..life..whenever i feel that life has lost its meaning,or that the difficulties i'm facing far outshadow every other thing else,things like that happen and made me really really blessed.i love my pals.i seriously do...i miss secondary school life..i really miss........it's like.you can just talk throughout the whole lessons,and not pay attention in class,and still be able to be among the top!it's like,your friends will loiter around with you in school, doing absolutely nothing,exchanging views on relationship issues during recess time,talking hours and hours on the phone,frequenting toilets as and when we want,sing like a frog to you,soothe your aching muscles with their expert-like massage,and the best of everything,academic part is a breeze..i qualify that,in comparison to now.there is so much more fun and get-together time.i miss secondary school life.i miss exchanging opinions,on topics totally not at all related to studies,during lessons,the most of the most.yes.i miss that the most.thanks to my dear penguin and bunny.i really want to blog about the wonderful things on my birthday.but my handphone still refuses to cooperate.unless i import the photos into my laptop, i won't blog about my D-DAY.i love penguin and bunny!BEST-EST BUDDIES FOR LIFE!indeed, if i do not experience bitterness,
i would never enjoy sweetness..
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10:29 PM
phobia.definitely.bottomless pit, i descend.gloom greets meanacingly.i thought i could fly.i thought i could see light.but..i guess..phobia engulfs.desire to think versus ability to think.i am denied entry at the first gateway.attaintment would never be possible thus.coward.escapism.failure.Labels: ...
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10:02 AM
i hate my oversensitiveness. haha.and what so called fairness.aiyo... if i made the effort, everything's solved.but that part of my character is inborn.so i guess it is hard to change.. ~~~~~~~sad?unhappy?nono..if you aren't my bud,why should i?a bit ...guess it's human nature?guess it's a typical cancer?but hey.so many great friends around me.they are the ones who made my life bright.anything la.friends whom you can really relate to what the most important treasures.well..i wanna catch up on my beauty sleep.i wanna close my eye and sleep forever and forever and forever..but i don't wanna die.neither do i want to be in a coma.i just want to..sleep..if life is about having your cake and eating it,how nice would it be.Labels: ...
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10:28 PM
my birthday post..
sala's birthday post..
i think i will just upload the photos the next time..
i'm just too lazy to wait for my photos to be uploaded into the computer.
because i only know how to send the photos one by one.
and besides, my handphone is down.
well, so...
haha..
anyway...
was doing my homework at mac today.
then this guy, came and sat next to me.
thankfully, my bag was in the centre.
he peeped over at our table.
then he asked if i was doing n levels.
and asked if i could be his teacher.
i told him, i got no time and he could look up the numbers in the newspapers. tons and tons.
then i left my friend to talk to him.
then that psychotic guy just took my handphone and said he wanted my number. what the hell.
i snatched it back and said i it's my phone.
after that he went to disturb some more people.
another guy next to our table told us he was a victim as well.
what the hell..
what is mac doing?
right got mood already.
let me just brieftly talk about sala's birthday.
before that, some of us went to give him a jersey that says "<3> sala lor.
seriously, i think we are so sweet!!! the whole class standing in the middle of the concourse singing the birthday song. haha.
a number of people stood in their positions and watched us.
sala must be damn delighted.
after that, he tried to blow his candles.
and they kept relighting!
it was the same ones that were used for penguin's birthday last year.
hahahaha.
oh shit.
i must have consumed a lot of his saliva.
yucks..
there were 6 pizzas and a soccer cake.
cake is damn nice.
haha.
got figurines also.
which i ate.
they are very sweet =)
i had 3 slices of pizza, a piece of cake and helped yeap jun finished his remaining 1/6 of the pizza.
haha. my friends said my stomach is just like the universe!
anyway, we forced sala to wear that tooty specs and acted cute.
looked damn hilarious.
hohohoho.
well, photos other time. hehe.
and yay, today i went to make my specs!
this time it's full white!
yay!
and it's a good buy!
thanks to car for recommending me the place!
shucks.
homework.
i don't know how i can always look at the papers and slack my time away.
arghs arghs.
4th week already.
well, at least today i just completed group 2 tutorial.
but my whole weekends.
only that.
shucks.
arghs!why am i always escaping.
why am i always evading.
the consequences will come to haunt soon enough.
i will suffer even more.
but why,
can't i put my words into action?
God, please help.
not the brains.
but the strength.
the focus.
i pray...
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6:34 PM