i think i should blog my thoughts and feelings for today la..if not..i will sure forget what to write..hmmm..can't sleep well yesterday. went to bed at 12 but slept at around 1am. then, woke up at 2.58am. just woke up out of the blue..so sent a birthday msg to joy. yeah, happy birthday Joy! and she was still not asleep yet! haha. slept at 3 plus am. then, woke up at 5.40am.....meeting keli for school..do not wish to be late on the first day. hehe.as i walked out of the kitchen, i caught sight of my display cupboard, where our sec 3s and 4s photos are pasted. i miss secondary school...haha. then, i just walked to the windows in my living room.. looking down, i thought.....when i made the switch between primary to secondary schools, i had some difficulty adjusting too? this is despite the fact that i actually have friends in the same class in my sec 1 class...and for almost 1 year, i was locked in this strong aura of returning to primary school.....and now, after i have suffered so damn comfortably in secondary school, i'm forced to leave again....sighs....from my windows, i see 2 schools. my primary and secondary ones...i wanted to retrace that old familiar path that i have been stepping for the past 4 years..but then, if i were to really retrace, i would be late for my meeting with keli..haha. saw some juniors on my way to the bustop...and saw the new, innocent sec 1s. haha. innocent and nerdy, all of them look. give them 3 months to a year, depending on an individual's rate, i believe they will change. Our school is not labelled an ah beng school without any reason....well, a lot of my primary school friends are already in sr la. but the sad thing is that, we have distanced...hmmm...not all la, of course..and i saw my friend, the one who told me, "we must stay in contact and meet up regularly..."hehe. perhaps things will never be the same. no time to interact since we are all from different groups....haha. thinking back of Mr Lin Min's second poem, this is really saddening..so, yup, met a lot of new people. the leaders were counting on me to earn the points for remembering the group's name. but sadly, my STM damn serious. wah. i really forgot everybody's name straight after i have said out their names! what is wrong with my brain???elaine came also..ya...and, oh, my leader is from guitar club. i kept wanting him to take me to the guitar club. haha. as mr yeo's is in today. but, sighs, all thanks to the long but useful talk...wanted to go back to the secondary school, but, we were released at 6pm..too bad la.. hopefully we can tommorow. but i doubt we can...monday. juniors, teachers, friends, welcome us!
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