sometimes i think. i think i think i think i think. i know i know i know. in time to come, countless problems will occur. will i start to hate it? will it be like the past? will i dread it so so so so so much? sometimes i feel like giving up...whenever i see, i'm reminded. change. character. 17 years. possible? haha. sounds confusing? yes that's the purpose. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------let me move on with even more bad news before proceeding to what i want. oh by the way, photos are strictly uploaded only during weekends. yes. i don't wanna waste too much time uploading photographs...anyway, didn't do well for my mid years.clive said this year's j1 maths mid year was easy. should get A.i don't have the mathematical brain, i knew it since primary 4...but not having the brains doesn't mean you can't score...you just got to put in the double the work. but did i?wah disappointed. some of the questions are like....arghs. should work harder...chem...just pass..lol..actually, since even i have entered college, i was hoping to do well in chem and econs.i love chem in sec sch.i like econs as it will be useful to my career.Besides the only way to make up for my foolish decision of not taking history is to do well in my only humans subject.arghs. dumbass. up to this day, i still miss history. haha.haha. bio. wth/f whatever. if i did that question, i would have gotten a B instead of an S now. stupid. i'm glad it's 20%. but i don't think there's enough time for promos. arghs. nevermind if you flunk your j1, just get yourself enough marks to be promoted, sarah goh. because your target is the A's. keep that in mind. A's is the thing.i don't like to reveal my results on the blog. i would prefer people to ask me because i wanna know who bothers to know how i do. haha. so, yeah feel free to ask if you all wanna know...sarah goh, please remember, though it's said that it's normal to fail JC, there are many times when people score during j1 too. sometimes it may not be due to the brains at work, but because of hard work itself. clive the idol, the example. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------back to my birthday presents again bah..haha. 9th july mondayreceived 4 presents that day.received smses from pai kia and yiying and so excitedly went to my locker. opened it only to find:1) a big cubed monkey from my beloved seniors!dulcia, jasmine, cai ling, zhen yun, ellis, david, jun sheng. haha! thanks so much! 2) a very cute birthday card from yiying! haha! the words are so cute also! thanks!then, 3) samuel's handphone keychainand last, but not least...lin's present for me!!!!!!air flown by fedex express all the way from thailand! haha! it's expensive over there, mum said....haha! thanks lin! 10th july tuesdayjust some wishes from some people. haha. even the instructor knows my day. 11th july wednesday.teddy bear from seok han! hehe! cute! like me =)sis said she will only buy the gifts after the o's. lazy pig. hehe. but it gonna be a very big one. =)---------------------------------------------------------------------------results + certain issues...sarah goh, jiayou.Labels: mixed feelings
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