HOW I WISH... contact lenses
shades
a new guitar
a harmonica
musical box
bikini??? (wahahah, next year)
a billabong cap, not visor
a white dress
an overseas CIP trip
an overseas trip to BALI with friends
see hong junyang performing in my school
good results
highlighted hair
death note!!!!!
more plush toys!
no more pollution!
drum set
improve my pool skills?
be a better bowler =p
Hates(:
smokers!!!! that's all at the moment..
{{ Sunday, August 19, 2007
sighs exams exams tests tests. sians.
was very touched when i received seok han's sms. and on the same day, sha told me to cheer up also. haha. erm actually, why do you all think that i'm sad? haha. perhaps i am. perhaps i'm not. sometimes i am. sometimes i'm not. haha. anyway, was really touched that i have such good friends. i'm praying hard history won't repeat itself...hehe. all no link. guess there's still such need for a diary. hehe. blog shall be used to blog more about happy stuff =)
saw a lot of sec school people this week. ms lim at the bustop, kai xun and siong kai on the bus, joey and gang, mei yi and clarice at kovan hub for the entrepreneur thingy and jeremy. hehe. --------------------------------------------------------------------------- whenever i come into contact with people from the top jcs....haha. the usual things come to my mind...
what if i'm from a rich family? the english-speaking type. tuition for everything = doing better for the examinations. having more confidence. getting even that chance to learn musical instruments and singing at a very young age. getting the chance to be trained how to play badmintion and basketball and the me today would be an all-rounder. haha. wishful thinking on my part i admit.
my family is fantastic. they are the best that anyone can ask for. for that i'm grateful. but at times, i just can't help but feel this way. i requested to learn the piano since young, but was told my family got no money. if i had learnt music, if i had really worked hard in playing the guitar since secondary school, would i be who i'm today?
back to reality. maths sucks. i really don't have the brain la. and there's no time to train. think i cannot even maintain my position. roars.
