HOW I WISH... contact lenses
shades
a new guitar
a harmonica
musical box
bikini??? (wahahah, next year)
a billabong cap, not visor
a white dress
an overseas CIP trip
an overseas trip to BALI with friends
see hong junyang performing in my school
good results
highlighted hair
death note!!!!!
more plush toys!
no more pollution!
drum set
improve my pool skills?
be a better bowler =p
Hates(:
smokers!!!! that's all at the moment..
{{ Saturday, October 13, 2007
i thought i was numb. immuned. whatever you say. i wasn't.
just for that split moment.
my naso lachrymal is too wide. perhaps. the gland there was too sensitive. it got triggered. and it just flowed through. naturally. i tried holding back. but i lost to the impact of the stimulus.
don't tell me you too scored badly, and you aren't as sad as me. everyone expresses their grief differently. this is my typical way; a method beyond my control.
i got looked down. i got mocked at. moron. i know. it's reality.
the battle is against myself. i believe i can do much better. and i don't think i set unrealistic goals for myself.
hard work.
i want to be just like that self in my zuo wen.
darkangel jiayou.
yet again, i feel i'm losing the battle. to my laziness...
i'm not sad. i'm not asking for sympathy.
i'm just thinking. if i will win the battle, fought against the devil in me..
