HOW I WISH... contact lenses
shades
a new guitar
a harmonica
musical box
bikini??? (wahahah, next year)
a billabong cap, not visor
a white dress
an overseas CIP trip
an overseas trip to BALI with friends
see hong junyang performing in my school
good results
highlighted hair
death note!!!!!
more plush toys!
no more pollution!
drum set
improve my pool skills?
be a better bowler =p
Hates(:
smokers!!!! that's all at the moment..
{{ Tuesday, December 18, 2007
hoho. i had a dream last night. my class people were replaced; no longer my classmates. my new classmates were LJ people if not some unknown strangers.
change; the constant is up to play.
i feel very uncomfortable.
it was scary. it seemed real. i wish it would end. none of the LAO was in the same class as me. and i do not know why. in my dream, there was CSL. and they too were sepearated from me. it was frightening. even though there was TFC. i felt uneasy.
i think i'm too used to 1s10/2s08. hoho. that's the conclusion.
now. reflection. i always thought i was friendly. now i think. perhaps i'm not.
low EQ perhaps? i don't know. christmas is coming. year is ending. new one starting. why is it that everyone looks so happy welcoming the next year? i hate changes. i want things to remain. arghs. i hate the new year.
arghs... too many activities... i'm packed for the week. next week will be worse. arghs... even my family has to book me in advance. arghs! i don't welcome the new year!
