HOW I WISH... contact lenses
shades
a new guitar
a harmonica
musical box
bikini??? (wahahah, next year)
a billabong cap, not visor
a white dress
an overseas CIP trip
an overseas trip to BALI with friends
see hong junyang performing in my school
good results
highlighted hair
death note!!!!!
more plush toys!
no more pollution!
drum set
improve my pool skills?
be a better bowler =p
Hates(:
smokers!!!! that's all at the moment..
{{ Thursday, March 06, 2008
thank you my pals =D whenever i feel down, you guys are always around. i really appreciate your goodwill =)
Econs.. i think that's my favourite subject. i won't ever say i hate it again. it's like even though i cannot do well. it's so relevant to my career. and that makes it very interesting. this time round, don't think can do well. i know my facts. but i lack the organisation skills. haha. never mind.. there's still time for the A's. though i really wish to do well in school exams, i guess, time is not on my side. so, A's, yeah A's..
maths.. before the maths and chem paper. i was very much slacking. studied only after 10. maths i just read through. halfway through the paper, i kind of gave up. 15 minutes to the end, i read the questions carefully and realised there were a couple of qustions which i can do. managed to do one. the other one got it wrong. but given time, i think i should be able to get it. haha. result of me giving up..
chem.. i tried to memorize the mechanisms and all. and yeah. i kept telling myself i'm stupid. this makes my learning worse actually. but that's me - ever so pessimistic.. i always like to think on the bad side. hehe. think too much.. a distinct characteristic of cancers? well anyway, the actual papers. i really cannot do. a definite U.
bio tomorrow. felt very sian for the whole of today. the time now is 10.45PM.. and i'm still left with like 3 and a half chapters? haha. i'm damn sian..
haha. " like your never-say-dieattitude".. who says? perhaps after the common tests, i would get my fighting spirit back. perhaps.. right now, i feel completely subdued.
actually. come think of it.. free radical mechanism can be applied? it's like, why did i gain motivation all of a sudden? from a lazy pupil in primary school, to earning a most hardworking girl award? it was precisely because of the results i got. that kind of self satisfaction, that made me work hard. coming to a jc, as i received thrash results each time, perhaps this motivation has disapperared. perhaps my energies were drained. perhaps i'm just too stupid. whatever it is, i'm not doing well now.
if i cannot make it this year, i will repeat another year.
