HOW I WISH... contact lenses
shades
a new guitar
a harmonica
musical box
bikini??? (wahahah, next year)
a billabong cap, not visor
a white dress
an overseas CIP trip
an overseas trip to BALI with friends
see hong junyang performing in my school
good results
highlighted hair
death note!!!!!
more plush toys!
no more pollution!
drum set
improve my pool skills?
be a better bowler =p
Hates(:
smokers!!!! that's all at the moment..
{{ Monday, November 03, 2008
i feel disappointed. in the latest essays that i have written, it's like i have been passing and getting slightly better than a pass.
pass as in the actual 50 percent pass.
i think i have improved.
and i think given that, i should be able to score perhaps a C in my essay component.
and what the hell?
first time, for the start of this year, i had butterlies in my stomach, for an examination.
half an hour into the paper, i was still torn between choosing a few questions. my fickle mindedness at play, i wrote a few points for this question, and then went back to the previous question.
in the end, i thought, since i have prepared so much for Science, go for it.
and i committed suicide.
just yesterday, i was telling myself never to do Science with morality. becuase i couldn't totally agree with the easier approach.
in the end, my essay ended up like a piece of disjoined and childish writing.
i so regret can.
i wanted to see just how much i had improved. and yet it ended up like that.....:'(
if i saw mdm tang just after my paper 1, i think i will cry in her arms. but anyway, was really delighted to see 2S08's mother.
repeat. that's what my whole mind was filled with for the whole of today after my GP.
math tomorrow. a subject i always did not bother, because i'm always stuck doing the question. and i gave up too easily. damn easily.
mr kwek's words. i know he was just trying to encourage. i want to do well too. but with careless mistakes here, there, everywhere. and some conceptual errors, i absolutely have no confidence of tomorrow.
if i repeat, i hope to do it back in school. but, i guess i may not qualify to repeat.
sighs.
people reading, don't feel demoralised. this is just me. don't let this affect you.
